nascind un copil al fiului meu

m am inspaimintat cind m am trezit din vis cum sa visez asa o prostie .am venit de la slujba religioasa din vinerea pastelui . Am vizionat emisiunea \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"dansez pentru tine \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\" dupa care m am inchinat la icoane si m am culcat . In timpul noptii am visat cum ma chinuiam sa nasc si nu aveam dilatatia necesara .La un moment dat se declansa nasterea dar nu am vazut decit singe .In timpul asta mi au venit vizitatori cu flori [garoafe rosii ].Mie in schimb imi era jena si aveam constiinta incarcata ca in mintea mea stiam ca este copilul fiului meu dar nu am visat vreo scena de dragoste dintre mine si el ci aveam eu in constiinta lucrul asta .Nu am visat copilul nascut ci tot jena ca ma vedeau musafirii la maternitate cum singeram si cautam un tampon sa mi acopar zona intima .acasa la mine cind am venit doar atit am vazut ca o vecina cu care ma inteleg bine imi transa pulpa de porc si mi explica ca vrea sa ma ajute . va pot spune ca in realitate cu fiul meu ma vad rar si am o nepotica de care mii tare dor .nu o pot vedea din cauza ca nu vine pe la mine ca nui de acord sotia ei locuind la parintii sotiei .nici eu nu pot merge ptr ca nu am acces la ei :niste sacandaluri desfasurate la ei din motive financiare si ne vedem doar intimplator ,ocazional .